HARD

The times we've had, they're not all bad.

The wind is blowing. Her baby's showing.

Wrong information and misperceptions,
They paralyze my mind.
I need a guide, to survive.
I find myself asking why?

I'm going mad.

I do some stupid shit, 

really dumb things.

Why?

I have no idea.

I am losing it.

So many times I am completely lost,
and then I can be found.
I sometimes have an idea as to what direction I'm headed.
Then other times I have no clue.
It's a cycle.
Clock work, as someone once told me.

I want to change.
I really do.
I hope I do.
I have to.

don't be sorry

we go through life... 
slowly waiting for time to pass.
yet, we wonder where the time goes?
nobody knows.
we lose sight of what's right in front of us.
we get caught up in things we can't control.
sight and mind. 
open up. 
let things in. 
you'll be surprised,
what you'll find. 
different experiences make us grow,
and we manifest,
in more ways than we could have ever

                                               I M A G I N E D.

"the unexamined life, is not worth living" -Socrates